I am making this post
not knowing exactly who it is addressing. I could be writing this to tell
myself that I had changed my mind on a few of the things I had discussed in
this blog. But then again, I can always talk to myself in my head, I needn’t
write it down here. However, at the same time, it isn’t like I have an audience
I need to clarify matters to, so I really do not know what the point of this
post is.
I had thought of deleting many if not all of the posts in this blog. I do not
think about that often, but more times than necessary. I, of course, did not go
through with it, for perhaps obvious reasons such as keeping memories, but for
others I cannot explain. Regardless, it is more important to understand why I
felt the need to delete them anyway. Simply put, I look back at the information
I put at 17 years old (I think), and I can see how it is extremely
oversimplified. It makes me cringe. I had also began a world country project
where I would learn about each country for a week. It was a good idea indeed,
however, I know better now than to make a post by the end of the week talking
about a country’s currency and flag. I guess it was a good start, but now a few
years later, I would not feel comfortable presenting a country and its culture
after just one week of self-exposure if you will. The last thing I want to
address is a specific post I wrote about food a few years back. I will not
delete it, but in response to myself back then I would like to say, I am
vegetarian now.
Alright, I do not know if I will be posting here again, but I know I will be
reading this someday. I also know that I like to know wha... this part is for
me alright. Aicha, here you go. Hey, you’re sitting on your bed in Malaysia
it’s the “summer break”. Mom is visiting, and she has been calling for you to
give you a French lesson. P.s. you still suck. Oh and you took your stitches
out today. Kay bye.
